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27 October 2017 @ 10:12 am
I liiiive!  
Oh god, I can't believe it's been over a month since I updated this. Actually I really can believe it. *uses whiniest voice* There's just been so much going on. Work has been crazy. A lot of people was let go from the paper so I'm doing the work of maybe 3, 3,5 people these days.

But that's like, okay, work. It's the extra stuff that's also a pain in the patella.

I got this throat infection and I was battling it for over three weeks. It just wouldn't go. I got better, a bit better but not really well, and then it got worse and then better. It was a pain in the ass it's what it was.

Then there was… you know, the rest. And here I'm going to chalk up depression, anxiety and all that that implies. It hasn't been a good few month but I'm getting there.

I got into a fight with my bf and it was one of our most ridiculous ones yet. So he saw a bad movie. You know, one of those bad movies that are bad on purpose and he loved it, he went and bought the DVD and he wanted me to watch it with him.

I'm sorry, no. I mean, God. I'd like to spend my free time doing something I enjoy, right? But he's all if we can't spend time watching a bad movie that the other person loved what are we doing, do you want to break up? Is this the end? because he's a dramatic little shit. :D

Obviously it wasn't too bad but he was so offended I didn't want to watch his bad movie, I felt bad. Not bad enough to actually watch the movie but, you know what I mean.

And then, oh god, then yesterday a mosquito bit me in the face. Yeah, right in my right cheek and it wouldn't be so bad but today I went to get my driver's license renewed. JFC. So I go and I have long bangs and I sort of tried to cover a bit, the big stupid mosquito bite and the guy who took my photo wouldn't let me.

If that wasn't enough, I tried to look my best, since I had this bite in my face and I figured I could put some make up, you know, but just as I was putting eyeliner I sneezed. :/ I look like a Picasso in my photo.

Anyway, that's what's been up with me more or less. ^^

This entry was originally posted at https://capitu.dreamwidth.org/361263.html. Please feel free to comment here or there. Thank you! <3
I'm not gay, but $20 is $20.mywitch on October 27th, 2017 03:57 pm (UTC)
Forgive me that your trials and tribulations have made me LOL. You are very funny - I sincerely hope things start to shape the hell up!!! I so relate :D
welcome to villa cariño!capitu on October 27th, 2017 09:10 pm (UTC)
Thank you! :D I'm glad I provided entertainment. At least I have that going for me! LOL

This Bloody Catthis_bloody_cat on October 27th, 2017 06:04 pm (UTC)
Wow. You know, I occasionally think you and I might be the same person. No, seriously. LOL. Does your boyfriend's name start with B? Because I had a huge fight with mine last Friday over exactly the. same. thing. Only it wasn't a DVD -- it was a series, I think, called 'Shooter.' But same thing. I ended up leaving and then I felt like shit.
welcome to villa cariño!capitu on October 27th, 2017 09:13 pm (UTC)
Oh my god!

Does your boyfriend's name start with B?

IT DOES! LOLOLOL! It absolutely does! So it's a B thing. *rubs chin thoughtfully*

Yeah, I felt like shit when I told him to watch it alone and he went 'it wont be the same without you' it's a vampire, zombie, alines movie for god's sakes. SO DRAMATIC. XD
This Bloody Catthis_bloody_cat on October 28th, 2017 10:00 am (UTC)
OMG they even like the same things D:
Carey DeWittCarey DeWitt on October 27th, 2017 07:47 pm (UTC)
Aww,hugs sweetie. That sucks. No worries, I look like complete shite on my driver's license too. It's horrible. Ugh. Stupid fights are the worst,too. I guess I'm kind of glad I don't have a bf to fight with anymore, lol. Good luck with that relationship stuff. I hope it all works out and you feel better soon. Xoxo.

Edited at 2017-10-27 07:47 pm (UTC)
welcome to villa cariño!capitu on October 27th, 2017 09:14 pm (UTC)
Thank you, dear! It's going to be fine. The worst thing that can happen is that he is going to rope me into watching the danm movie with him - god knows I've made him watch HP and CA with me plenty to ~owe~ him.

The rest... well, one day at a time. :) Except for that nasty photo, that's going to haunt me for the next five years *huffs*

my_thestralmy_thestral on October 27th, 2017 09:11 pm (UTC)
God, aren't men just the biggest drama queens?! I honestly expect mine to lie down one day and bang fists on the floor howling "If we were married, I'd ask for a divorce, how could you not care for another zombie series?!" And me muttering rebelliously: "Yeah, lots of blank stares, pointless deaths and Olympic swimming pools of blood - what's not to bloody like, right?"
If it's any consolation, they're all the same. Makes me feel like there's just one man and he's being passed around the poor martyrs in fandom in different time-zones. :P

I think ID photos in general are cursed - someone ugly cursed them all and now we all have to look like alligators in the headlights. Honestly, mine only needs those numbers at the bottom and I could go and keep company to Sirius Black in Azkaban, I look slightly unhinged. :P At least it's a nice surprise for everyone seeing your photo and then seeing you live, because you're such a cutie! :D

It's soooooo good to have you back. *squishes you silly*
welcome to villa cariño!capitu on October 27th, 2017 09:32 pm (UTC)
Usually I have no problems with Zombies. I do like watching zombie series and movies, but like, legit stuff, not the horror/humour thing. And to be honest, I don't have fun watching bad movies, I think it comes down to that, which he loves. But yeah, the drama, oh my god, the drama™ LOL

I'm a total softie and I can tell he's going to convince me to watch it with him. I told him to go ahead and watch it on his own and he went no, it's OK, it's just not the same without you so now that movie is gathering dust. XD

Anyway! Yeah, bad ID photos are the norm, but did I really need extra help with a pink swollen cheek and bad eyeliner? Did I? DID I DESERVE THAT? I think not. ^^

sassy_cissasassy_cissa on October 27th, 2017 09:56 pm (UTC)
I love you so much!! I'm sorry about all this - but you really did make me laugh...which I need these days.

Oh and they made me take my glasses off in my drivers license photo and I have to wear them ALL THE TIME *read blind as a bat* so I'm all squinty and stupid looking. geez

Edited at 2017-10-27 09:58 pm (UTC)
welcome to villa cariño!capitu on October 28th, 2017 01:31 pm (UTC)
You know what was the worst thing? The very worst, after I told the bf everything? I showed him my license and he went, 'aw, you don't look so bad' LOL I'm like EXCUSE ME? I CAN LOOK WORSE THAN THIS?!?!? XD
Jocelyn Lavingroolover on October 28th, 2017 11:42 am (UTC)
I feel bad for laughing at the last bit but I couldn't help it! Sorry you've had such a horrible time though. Glad you are back.

There are now TWO things in the post from me to you... I emailed you to tell you about the second one but maybe you didn't get that :-) Hopefully they will both arrive before Christmas!
welcome to villa cariño!capitu on October 28th, 2017 01:33 pm (UTC)

I know! I did get that and I was so sure I had replied to you and then I realised I never did. I absolutely got your email and went to the post office afterwards. I hope I can go today, but it's been storming since very early, so I might not be able to, but if no, Monday definitely. <33333333
Jocelyn Lavingroolover on November 1st, 2017 02:00 am (UTC)
Fingers crossed!
themightyflynn: echidnathemightyflynn on October 28th, 2017 11:51 am (UTC)
Ugh, good luck with that one! Sorry, but stuff like this just makes me thankful that I do not - and never will - have a male-type person to get in my way. :)

You know, I look like a frog in my id photo! The guy told me I can't smile, and then there was the fluorescent lighting... *sigh* They all suck, thankfully! I don't think I've seen a good one yet!

Hope things start looking up soon!
welcome to villa cariño!capitu on October 28th, 2017 01:35 pm (UTC)

Why do they make such efforts to make people look bad in those photos? Is it really necessary? :/ As if life wasn't hard enough you have to go around showing the worst photo every time. Oh well. ^^

Thank you, darling! I hope so, too. <33
Jaeenchanted_jae on October 29th, 2017 01:40 am (UTC)

Tell your bf: "Please do not inflict your bad movies on me."


Sorry to hear you haven't felt well lately. Get better soon!
welcome to villa cariño!capitu on October 29th, 2017 01:45 pm (UTC)
I will! He always plays so pitiful he has a way to make do things. ^^

Thank you, Jae. <3
emansil: pic#127003319emansil on October 29th, 2017 02:19 am (UTC)
Well, you know that it is against all the laws of man and nature to have a driver's license photo that is anyway flattering. So I guess you're safe in that regard. :D Seriously I imagine its quite lovely even with the sneeze and the bite.

I'm sorry to hear about the depression and anxiety. I can identify with that. I'm trying to get back into communicating and socializing with people, but most of the time it wears me out so much it takes me days to recover from it.

And your work sounds like it is of course just adding to everything. Hope that eases up some as well, and soon.
welcome to villa cariño!capitu on October 29th, 2017 01:49 pm (UTC)
You know, the bf said I didn't look so bad and I was like, 'omg, I can look worse than that???' because I'm also a dramatic little shit, too. ^^

I hear you. It just takes so much energy. I saw this in tumblr and, I think I wanted to show it to all the people in my life: https://capipuff.tumblr.com/post/164989782712/shanology-black-supremafeminist-all-of-this

I'm glad you're around and making an effort, as I always say to myself, one day at a time, dear. *hugs*
emansilemansil on October 29th, 2017 03:44 pm (UTC)
I love that tumblr bit. As I was scrolling through it, I was like "yep" and "oh yea", "that's me". It felt like coming home.

I was right about how my activity on lj would affect me today. I'm worn out, cranky, emo, and everything hurts. Life should not be the way.
welcome to villa cariño!capitu on October 30th, 2017 02:22 pm (UTC)
It's nice not to feel alone. Sometimes I go through those posts and it does me some good, it's hopeful. :)

I'm sorry you're worn out, but do give yourself a lot of credit, you came here and made this effort, it's huge and it's important. *hug*
Machiavellian Puppet Master: OTP forevertjs_whatnot on October 29th, 2017 05:16 pm (UTC)

It's going around, isn't it? This feeling of impending doom and why-botherness? I'm glad you've shuffed it off long enough to come here. I've missed you in my own state of why-get-out-of-bedness. ♥♥

And man, IDs are the WORST! The only one that I ever had and liked was of course at the place I lived in the shortest amount of time so only had it for two years and not the DECADES that I've had hideous ones. :((((((

welcome to villa cariño!: capitu/tjwritter OTP 4EVERcapitu on October 30th, 2017 02:21 pm (UTC)
I think at the beginning of the holiday season that feeling always goes around. But I promise I am trying to keep myself busy in healthy ways and also trying to give myself breaks - which I'm not very good at, but I am absolutely trying to be a responsible adult about all this. <3

IDs! You know, my first one was actually not bad but I lost it like, one year after I got it, and that's when the curse started, never again I was able to get a decent one. On the other hand, my USA Visa photo is not completely awful, even if the passport where it's stapled to is. Heh!
lokifanlokifan on November 1st, 2017 03:50 pm (UTC)
OMG haha you poor thing. I hope things ease off now!
welcome to villa cariño!capitu on November 1st, 2017 08:49 pm (UTC)
Thank you, lovely! <33
anemonenanemonen on November 2nd, 2017 07:42 pm (UTC)
Omg vampire zombie alien... I think I would've put my foot down too! XD

Sorry about all your woes, though. Hope you're feeling better soon <3
welcome to villa cariño!capitu on November 3rd, 2017 12:54 pm (UTC)
Right??!? I like like two bad movies, but that one was too much. And we're talking about taking another cruise and he's all, 'oh, we could totally watch it on the days we sail and don't make port' and I"m WTFing already. lol

*hugs* Thank you, Ane. <333